Feelin' a wittle blue

Ola! Overall it has been an excellent day. But every so often during my week I get one day where I get super homesick, for some reason it happens to me on SUNDAY's....maybe because I am missing blowjob sunday...(don't even ask ha ha) :( 

I miss my little homeslices back home, don't get me wrong...I don't miss EVERYBODY haha. Not that I don't like it here, but you have to understand what an adjustment it is for me. Going from knowing everyone, to not really knowing anybody but a couple people. Going from knowing everything, to not knowing where the fuck I am 90% of the time haha, hell I don't even know my own address really.

I miss the simple fact of everyone UNDERSTANDING me and my quirky comedy and ways. Not having to explain myself and my ways. It seems like I am on some wicked (not in the good way) dating show constantly here. You know like one REALLY long first date. To be fair, I expected it. Meeting people is not difficult, becoming friends with people is. I am very stubborn and can only be friends with a certain kind of person. It's hard to start that all over again. And it's hard to explain to people what a BIG DEAL I AM!!!

But it is kind of nice to be unknown, and you can be whoever you want to be. But that only lasted so long before some gals here figured out my alcoholic stubborn ways. Over all, I guess I just miss the security of my friends. The little feeling inside where you know if anything goes wrong you have a shoulder to cry on at all times and people that will drop everything to attend to you. Hey its vice versa, I'd do the same if not more for them.

Onto other more exciting endeavors, I start my first day of work tomorrow! WAHHH. I'm very nervous, but very interested in seeing what exactly I will be doing and where I will be working ANNND of course WHO I will be working with. 

I hope its not a shit show tomorrow for me to wake up, a year of basic unemployment SHOCKINGLY has made me QUITE lazy, I have been trying to wake up early this past week and going to bed early to get my body into function. At least I am over my jet lag!!

Anywhoooooo, I hope my first day goes well. And I hope there are some HOTTTIES available.

Not sure how much longer I can go being celibate. roflwofl.

On the flip side, I am going shopping now to by new work clothes! Yippi!!